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prompto argentum ([personal profile] messofhangups) wrote in [community profile] downrightfierce2017-06-05 09:22 pm

008. prompto/gladio; oh, you're in my veins

and i cannot get you out



Prompto was pretty sure he was an idiot. No… not pretty sure. He knew he was an idiot.

And really… Cid and his never ending taunts to the marks on his neck were not helping. Nor was the fact he fucking hurt. He felt a little bit like he'd gotten hit by a truck. Or, more accurately, that he'd almost died, had his side torn to shreds and then decided to have some of the most intense sex of his life. Yeah… he was definitely feeling it.

But as much as a mess as his body was, it had nothing on his state of mind.

Because he had had some of the most intense sex of his life with Gladio, proceeded to spend the night with him cuddling, and then the morning he'd tried to fucking high five the other man, thanked him for the sex with a thumbs up and tripped over his own damn two feet as he tried to hightail it out of the caravan. Not exactly his smoothest moment.

“You. Are. Such. An. Idiot.” He mumbled and let his head fall onto the workbench. Gave it a few more hits with his forehead for good measure and realized he'd forgotten all about Cid for half a minute, at least until the older man started to laugh.

“Well I ain't gonna argue you on that one, kid, but you think you can keep the dramatics to a minimum here… we got work to do,” Cid said and pointed the end of a screwdriver at the pile of weapons on the end of the bench.

Prompto lifted his head. Sighed. Straightened up and grabbed the gun next to him. If nothing else it could maybe distract him from his own idiocy for a while. Distract him from that sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach that he had completely fucked everything up with his inability to be normal that morning. Distract him from how he could still feel Gladio's hands all over him, how the marks on his body still felt the ghost of lips, how he could still feel Gladio in him every time he moved.

Distract him from how he wanted more.

And it worked. For a while. He got lost in the work with Cid, found his mind clearing as he focused on the repairs and modifications, felt better as he took something broken and made it better. Worked at least until his phone buzzed against the bench where he had plugged it in to charge. He glanced up from his work and seeing that it was a text from Cindy he put his tool down and grabbed the phone.

Hey, Heartbreaker… looks like tall, dark, and handsome is getting ready to take off… thought you might like to know

The panic was almost immediate. Gladio was… leaving!?!? And that sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach threatened to overt take him, felt massive all the sudden as his throat went dry and he could barely swallow against the hard lump caught in the back of it. His hands started to shake… and he knew from experience that this could quickly go into a full out panic attack if he didn't nip it in the bud.

Deep breath. Inhale. Exhale. Breathe…

Five things to see; gun, screwdriver, phone, hammer, Cid. His eyes darted to each in kind. Four things he could touch; metal, workbench, denim, his own arm. And so his hand moved from gun to table top to his knee to arm. Three things to smell; gunpowder, the terribly fruity shampoo he'd borrowed from Cindy when he'd gotten back to the garage, the smoke from Cid’s pipe on the table. Two things he could hear; Cid drumming his fingers on the workbench… the blood as it rushed in his own ears and one thing he could taste was the bile that threatened in the back of his throat.

Fuck.

Prompto scrambled off the stool and ignoring Cid’s concerned voice behind him he bolted from the back room and to where he knew Gladio had parked his bike. He stopped a few feet short and now there had no idea what to even say.

“You're leaving?” he asked after a moment. His voice thin and tight.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-06 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
Gladio knew who it was scrambling against the loose rocks on the pavement as he stood loading up his bike. His hands stopped in their familiar motions, the last strap that would hold his pack in place still undone. This morning had been so painfully awkward in a way Gladio couldn't remember any encounter he'd ever had being, with Prompto trying to get away from him as quickly as possible. Not that he hadn't expected it would be some kind of awkward, it was Prompto, after all, who was just sort of perpetually awkward in an adorable way, but nothing on the level it had been. So he figured he'd make it easier and head out so it didn't have to get any more awkward.

But here Prompto was, sounding less than happy to find he had been ready to sneak off into the unending night.

"...Yeah," Gladio said after a second or two, hands going for the last strap. "Hadn't planned on sticking around too long originally, you know? Always needed somewhere else. Life of a hunter or something, right?" He kept his voice easy, hands calm as he worked, not wanting to push anything into a new tailspin.

He'd fucked Prompto. Noct's best friend. Spent the night cuddled up with him like he didn't usually do with people he fucked. Woke up and found himself more relaxed than he could remember being in years because he'd actually slept properly for once. He wasn't letting his mind linger on that fact too much, though it kept going back to it.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-06 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
...

He heard it. He heard it in Prompto's voice, in just those few words. The tears that were already threatening, that seconds later would break hidden behind upraised hands, with Gladio's back turned to the other. His fingers tightened, one into a fist, the other on leather strap. Why...? Why was Prompto crying?! A part of him wanted to turn and tell Prompto to stop it, man up, there was no point in crying. They were both grown men now who had lived through some shit and they didn't need to cry any more. They were stronger than that by the virtue of still being alive.

But he couldn't, he wouldn't, do that. If the time alone had taught him anything, it was something about trying to control his damn temper. Not always successful but... better. There had been nights he had cried, but always alone. He had to be stronger than that.

But why was Prompto crying at all?

"...didn't seem like I was much wanted around here, this morning." There it was. As close as he was going to go to admitting that Prompto's brush off had been harder to take than he would like to admit. The wondering if he had done something wrong, the knowing he had and maybe Prompto was realizing that it wasn't worth it to be around him. The shit he deserved for walking out on both of them. Fuck.

Deluding himself on some things he should know better than to.
iwillshieldhim: (surprise - whoa)

[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-06 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah he did look like a tomato. Given that all of them were getting paler as the long night wore on, any hints of tans wore away and unless someone was duskier by nature, they all looked a bit like ghosts. So Prompto's blush was immensely worse as Gladio finally looked back, seeing Prompto unable to meet his eyes and looking completely embarrassed.

That was so much worse than he'd heard Prompto be in the past, and Gladio almost felt embarrassed just listening. His hand came up and he slid a hand back through his hair, pulling bits out of the horse knot he had it in. Then, after several long seconds, because that was what it sounded like, Gladio hesitantly asked, "...Prom, was... that your first time?" Because it hadn't seemed like that, and- no way. But that whole 'I don't sleep with people' and how embarrassed he was and how evidently freaked out Prompto had been...

Oh fuck him if that was how he took someone's virginity because that had been way too rough for a first.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-06 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
...Huh. If he'd been asked, Gladio would have thought the exact opposite. That Prompto seemed the kind of person who would be clingy, who would be a hell of a cuddler in bed. He let his hand drop and flipped it in a slight gesture. "You didn't exactly stick around with me, either. But, look... you're not the only one, okay?" He wasn't ashamed of it and shrugged easily. "I don't stick around, either. Just..." A slow breath out; he hated this sort of stuff, specially on top of the years of build up between the two of them.

"Didn't feel like the right thing with you."

There it was. Whatever it was, it was there, and now it was hanging in the air between them.

"You stayed, though." Why.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-06 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Gladio stared down at the far smaller man who was quietly clinging to him like he was a piece of driftwood in a storm and felt some part of him, deep inside, quietly crack open. Something he had closed off as a safety measure, from him, for him, he wasn't even sure any longer. Something that cracked open enough to have him bring both arms up, slowly curling one around the back that felt so much broader than when they were younger, one bringing up a broad hand to carefully fit around the back of Prompto's skull, holding him in place.

All that resolve to be on the road by now, all that determination to not fuck things up worse, all that coldness that had decided that he believed his own bullshit when he thought he could leave this behind so easily, all of it gone in just two little words.

His fingers rubbed slowly against the scalp they rested on, trying to make his own decision even though it was already made in his heart. What was he going to do here? They didn't need another person mucking with their supplies. He had been traveling for so long now that the idea of settling in one place felt foreign, yet... Prompto had asked him to. Like it was just that simple. "...a few days," spoken quietly, roughly. "I'll stay for a few days, see... see how things are. Okay?" A half-way point between his brain and his heart. Give them both time to... figure this out.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-08 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Gladio would have, if he knew, told Prompto it was okay. He didn't mind being used. Really, he and Ignis had discussed more than once if Prompto and Noct were actually in some kind of a relationship or not. It had started out as a rather nasty argument between them because on one hand, Noctis was supposed to be getting married to Lady Lunafreya, but... it was Noct, who needed to have real love, some kind of real life. Let him love Prompto, even if it was going to hurt them both. Ignis had dryly commented that he had never found any... physical evidence that a relationship was occurring, certain that between their two younger charges one of them would be unable to hide it from him, but Gladio had only shrugged and pointed out that if they were really that determined to hide a relationship, they would. Besides, not every relationship was physical.

If they were using each other, in their own ways, was it really so bad?

Prompto had long since become something more than just Noct's tag along friend and Gladio would have given him a piece of his mind if he knew. Prompto had become a friend to all of them, a brother, something so much more than they had a word to explain. There were only three people still on this plane who understood what they had gone through. How could he not be something more? ...True, his actions after Noct had been taken from them... probably hadn't helped any. How he had run in the face of his anger and shame.

BVut the laugh, the punch to his arm, loosened the air and he could give a small smirk back. "Old man's just jealous he can't get it up anymore; just ignore him." He brought his hand up just enough to be able to ruffle the chocobo-butt hair. "Just tell him that. He'll stop." And probably throw something, but he couldn't even imagine those kinds of words leaving Prompto's mouth.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-08 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"You really think I wouldn't?" Gladio wasn't afraid of Cid, even if the man was a legend. Look, they'd gone through hell and back; there wasn't much he was honestly afraid of any more and anything he was... well, it was a hell of a lot worse than being threatened by an old man with a weapon.

He squeezed Prompto's shoulder firmly before doing something that he didn't really think about, bending down and brushing his lips to the other's forehead. It actually wasn't until he turned around and was pulling his pack off his bike that he realized what he did, hands hesitating in their work for a few seconds, staring at nothing, before he mentally whispered a curse.

Just, don't even bring it up, Prompto.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-10 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"You know, you're not helping if you're trying to make sure I don't do it," Gladio pointed out, hoisting up his pack to his shoulder as if he hadn't done what he'd done seconds before. He brought up his chin, studying Prompto's face, but whatever confusion or surprise that might have been there from his act was already gone. So instead, he gave a little gesture with his elbow out towards the buildings.

"Where have you been staying in all this? In that caravan?" Though he sounded kind of doubtful, as he hadn't seen any real signs of someone living there in the long term. It had been so long since he'd had a place, even something simple, that the idea felt foreign. It also brought up memories of a place that lied, as far as he knew, in ruins back in Insomnia. The library gone to ruins, the very full room of training gear and weaponry covered in dust, the little things left behind he hadn't thought about because he'd be back in just a month or so, why worry?

He tried not to think of anything from home too often, not when that rabbit hole went to so deep.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-11 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
There was so much that Gladio missed, and so much that he did everything in his power not to linger on. This was a man who had not grieved for what he had lost, not yet, not when their mission was still on going and he had so much that still needed to be done. He was well aware that when it finally all broke, it would shatter like a dropped plate and his ability to pick up the pieces and glue them back together would be as destroyed as the rest of him. So, instead, he followed his father's advice - keep those emotions behind him, beneath him, until the mission was over, and only then allow yourself to experience them.

That sort of mentality was never meant for a mission that went this many years, but for a man who lived for another, who breathed his duty and put it above all else, it was the only thing he had left to cling to when failure otherwise loomed.

He looked around the room slowly, realizing it was something so much more permanent than anything he had known in years, and felt a mix of sad amusement over it. It worked, really. That was all that was needed, and for someone like Gladio who didn't stay in any one place for long, it seemed like a damn good place for now. The mattress looked like an unexpected luxury.

"You inviting me to stay, Prom?" The sideways glance look in the blond carefully, trying to read his body language. Awkward, unsure as he had always been. Yet... why was Prompto offering? Was it all because of last night, or because he thought Gladio would just up and leave? The memory of Prompto's face tucked into his chest lingered at the back of his eyes, as did the feelings it cropped up just beyond the forehead pressed to his jacket.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-06-23 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello there. Seemed to Gladio like Prompto had made the decision himself. A part of him wanted to mutter that Prompto didn't need to sweeten the pot or anything, but well, fuck. Maybe they both needed the physicality of it. So instead he only gave a quiet huff of a laugh, bringing a hand up to the back of Prompto's head and sliding his fingers through the softness of his hair. "Sure. Means you'll have to keep sharing the bed, though." Spoken like it would be a problem, but well aware it wouldn't be for either of them. It had been easier to fall asleep with Prompto on his chest than it had been for years of sleeping alone.

"Tell you what. Show me somewhere I can get a shower around here, and I'll give you a massage to try and help out with some of that limp." Smirk. He knew damn well he was being a bit of an asshole and it was a flex of his ego but at the same time, it was a stroke across the tentative re-connection they had made together through a single mutual need.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-07-03 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, already got yours." Complete with a squeeze. No, not a damn bit of this was normal, not even before Noct had been taken from them, but... hell. If none of it was normal, then that was the new normal and Gladio was just going to go with it. What else could he do? He'd been doing it for so many years now, the constant changing and yet the horrible constant of the darkness, of his anger and hurt.

He snagged his pack and opened it, after Prompto showed him the way, and grabbed something out of it - a flash of what might have been soap, and of all things, a straight razor. "Shit, a clean towel? Must be my lucky day."

But he only got a few steps towards the door before, without even looking back, he offered, "hey, Prom. ...Just how big is that shower, anyway?"
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-07-05 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Straight razor was a hell of a lot easier to keep than any kind of electric or disposable one in this hellhole of a land anymore, and besides he could not only keep it sharp, clean, and oiled better... it could be a weapon, if he needed. It'd happened once. Some hunters had no morals left in them.

"Might be. Depends on if that company can wash my back for me or not." Gladio laughed as he led the way, and the moment Prompto was also inside the bathroom and the door was shut, he turned, captured the other's chin in a hand, then his lips in a kiss. Briefly, but firm, before Gladio smirked.

That was all before he started to test out the water, seeing if he was lucky enough to get a hot shower for the first time in a damn long time.
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[personal profile] iwillshieldhim 2017-07-06 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Gladio looked back and there were words on his lips to comment that Prompto was looking good - and honestly he had filled out that scrawny body really well - when he saw that expression change. Shit. He shifted to reach over, grasping Prompto's wrist and brought up the fingers that had touched the scars, touching his lips to them before his hand covered the scars himself. "You're still here." Very quiet yet firm, looking Prompto in the eyes if he could meet them. Too close, but Prompto was alive.

He nudged Prompto towards the water, thinking that he could get the other's mind off the near-death experience. Who didn't like a bit of fun up against a shower wall?

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